Okayyyyyyy, some quick random stuff
Just watched this documentary about North Korea not long ago and omg it’s really damn freaky!! The power of propaganda! The NKreans really really love Kim Jung Il and NK!! There was this blind woman and when they asked her what’s the hardest thing for her after she turned blind– she replied “Not being able to see Kim Jung Il”!!
(looks like Larissa’s dad)
Everyone around the room started crying and shit cuz they were sooooo touched by what Kim Jung Il did for them.
Seriously, the propaganda used is really strong and kids are brought up with the propaganda shiznit embedded in their mind so it’s really scary, to only know things that you are taught.
Communism– The Ideal World. Thing is, the world’s not fair at all. That’s how it is isn’t it? Everyone wants to be better than everybody else, there’s just no such thing as thorough equality I guess? We’re all individuals and each with different mindsets, goals and dreams.. Communism is great if you are thinking optimistically.. But yeah, this world isn’t fair so communism is just bullshit.
Got back a few papers.. Okay I’m really disappointed with some of my results cuz alot are like bullshit. I only got 28/50 for Physics.. I really expected at least a 30? Damn shitty feeling. Got a f*ck 13/50 for Chemistry. Okay I just really feel like dying. 17/25 for Math and yes that’s not good enough or even close. English wasn’t so bad this time. 17/25 for Comprehension and the rest I can’t remember..
One thing I’m quite happy about is that Larissa and I topped our class in POA 
48/50! Thank God for the 5 hours of studying we did the day before. Other than that there’s nothing to be happy about. Oh and I failed Humanities by 2 points!! So 2 subjects failed so far and I really feel like crap cuz I sort of studied for everything.
I really don’t think I deserve the good life I lead.. My family’s quite well off, I have my own computer and we can afford shopping sprees and annual vacations to destinations such as USA and Europe, have 2 houses and crap but sometimes I really feel like a freeloader in my family. I don’t deserve any shit thing I have. Some people really work hard and I don’t but I still manage to scrape through.
Not that I’m not thankful but I don’t think I deserve anything at all man.
I really feel super shitty for failing the subjects. I really want to make it to a JC but it just seems so far off like I can’t even see it anymore? Damn shit.
Bye.
4 Comments
August 28, 2007 at 8:23 pm
hey enxin! dont give up cos going to Jc is hard. without biology or amaths, need to work harder. i dont have bio so i must also work harder. (: still got EOY dun worry.
ya lor you so well off, share same wealth with me. bring me to shopping sprees to USA or europe, i can help you save costs by hiding inside your bag and riding in the cargo at the back of the plane (::::
August 28, 2007 at 10:53 pm
HEYYYY BABE! since eons ago since we met up. are we going back this fri?
haha and er,dont be too upset abt your results okay? (:
ohbtw, i dont think you need bio to get into jc? unless you want bio as alvl sub duh. lol.
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August 28, 2007 at 11:19 pm
go jc need bio meh
August 28, 2007 at 11:37 pm