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I’m sad today

My mummy just boarded the plane headed for London an hour ago….. I dunno why I just started crying when she walked through the departure gatez.

My mum is just such a.. vulnerable and.. dependent person.. I guess it’s because ever since my parents got together, my dad took care of everything for her.. Whatever she needed he provided.. He always protected her and gave her the best he could and she is just very dependent on my daddy. My mum stopped working after she married my dad and just stayed at home to look after us.. She doesn’t go out much alone and now that she’s going to somewhere so faraway.. I just feel so worried for her.

I always feel the need to protect my mum.. She’s just so clueless about so many things and I don’t like the feeling that she’s out there alone and I’m a few thousand miles away and halfway across the globe. I hate it. Thinking about her out there makes me sad and now I’m crying so much and I don’t even know why..

I didn’t even notice how much I would miss her when she’s gone and it’s so surreal now.. My mum.. Soft spoken and gentle as she is.. had always been and will always be the pillar of support for our family..

Ugh. I just hope she has a good trip and comes back soon..

This post doesn’t even make sense.. AHHHH.

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