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I saw SUZANNA NA NA NA NA Sooooo good to see her!! Going out for Wafflez Tuesday with her and WQ tmrw! Can’t wait

Today was quite a good day.. Celebrated Juliana and Chun Kiat’s Bdays in the canteen after PE. Got our PW topics and groupings today! I <3 my PW group! Stacy, Linus, Mustaffa and Eunice hehe (STOMACH ATE FTW)! I hope PW would be fun and not as tiring as the seniors say it is..

Sigh….. I just found out that all the ppl in my Art class are DAMN GOOD at painting I rlly feel very inferior among them Everyone is like soo good and soo creative I just feel like I’m not good enough.. UOB painting thingy is coming soon and I haven’t even thought of a concrete idea and we’re supposed to tell Ms H our ideas and show her our references tomorrow.. HOW HOW HOW!!?

Then.. I feel quite sad these few days cuz someone is unhappy and it makes me unhappy too.. It’s like I cannot do anything for him because I’m just so.. useless. Sometimes I really think I am the most selfish person ever. All I want is for ME to enjoy, ME to be happy, ME this ME that I never really consider the feelings of the people around me.. And even if they share it with me.. I can only say mmm and oooh. My brain is not very capable to give constructive comments.. Then it will look like I don’t care but I CARE and I go overthink it when I’m alone and it makes me very stressed… I can’t even tell other ppl about it… Everyone’s so busy with their own lives esp, now that school’s started for most of us..

I just want someone to listen to me. Someone smart.. Someone who knows all the answers. Someone to tell me it’s okay..?

All I can do is just pray for now.. Then there’s sooo much to pray for also..

I dunno how I’m feeling now. It’s like my life seems happy but I am quite sad T_T Contradicting life…… ZZZ

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